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Thinking about what had happened this 2014, I can’t help myself but start crying. This year is a year I’m not ready to say goodbye yet. I have no idea why but what I can tell you is  that 2014 is by far the most thrilling, most exciting, most confusing  year of my life.

I lost a lot of people but I gained more. I spent so much but I saved more, I cried a lot but I smiled more.

Not everybody could have a family like mine, a church like mine, a loving mentor and pastor like mine. I have everything.

Scanning memories from January  to now, I kept laughing at myself and ask.. Why the heck did i even did that? Well if you know what i mean.. It was a crazy journey not knowing what’s going to happen next.

But now, it’s the last day of 2014 and I better start kissing everything goodbye. 2015 is going to be a year full of blessing, full of joy, full of love, courage, and strength. Full of heart seeking for God.

This is it.
I’m ready for it.
I am really thankful for God for my awesome 2014!
This is the end of a book entitled 2014.

Unlike Before

Nothing was the same
Everything has changed
Freedom turns with limit
I start to say “BEAT IT!”

Not everything was better
Not everything was worse
But I hate all things around me
Except for this little girl

I can not see beauty of what I am doing
I feel stagnant and disputed
I am less than what I am before
But I have more than what I have before

Since everything has turned my patience out
All I ever wanted to do now is shout
“Lord, please help me! I’m in despair.
I believe in you that my heart, You will repair!”

11/15/14